General Hospital’s Maurice Benard Struggled During The Pandemic More Than We Knew

In an interview with People magazine, Maurice Benard admitted that he had contemplated suicide during the pandemic back in 2020. It was so bad that he even thought about ending his life daily. The actor discussed one particular moment when he was in bed with his wife, Paula Benard, who had to help calm him after he was having a panic attack. “That night I was shaking like a fish out of water and crying like a baby. This had never happened in my life,” he said. ” I was stuck in this horrific panic that wouldn’t leave.”

Benard decided to open up about his suicidal thoughts because he and the cast of “General Hospital” have lost two actors in the last several months who had also dealt with their inner demons. Billy Miller took his own life in September 2023 at the age of 44 while Tyler Christopher died of a cardiac arrest on Oct. 31 after dealing with his own well-documented substance abuse problems. 

Benard said that the only reason why he didn’t take his own life is because that would give others a reason to do it, too. “I always believed that God wanted me to suffer so I can prevent other people from suffering,” he said.

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